Sunday, May 28, 2006
My sister's coming back from Nevada on the
31st 30th. My dad told me that he's probably going to stop the business because of debts. My brother is going to resign from his work. School is coming up. I'm helpless without my mother.
The right side of her body is completely paralysed. The doctors said that surgery won't do any good. They will be just cracking her head open and removing the clotted blood. Then she won't be able to speak.
I spent my birthday at home and at the hospital.
I'm only 15 and still immature. I'm not ready for this. My brother told me to fix myself up. How am I supposed to do that when you know that you're going to be a wreck for the rest of your life?
Aren't I a lucky bastard?
Posted By x at 3:42 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
My mom is on a comatose. On the day right before my birthday. May 27 2006. I couldn't even touch her on her hospital bed. She's already supported by machines. I don't want this life anymore! This kind of shit isn't supposed to happen in real life!!!!!!!!
That post I made earlier. The one when I was talking about death. I think I was foreshadowing at that moment. Only that it wasn't me who's going to the hospital.
I am agnostic. Should I believe that there is a god now?
Posted By x at 1:27 AM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
Yayz
Got an email from my sister. It was something like "Happy Birthday! XPH-234223425436534242342.. gift for you.."
I was like 0__o. Fine, give me numbers and letters for my goddamned birthday. Then I showed my dad the email. It turns out that the numbers were the code you'll enter.. somewhere.. to get money. Yeah.
MoneeeeyI guess I'm still going out tomorrow! MY SISTER PWNZ YOU AT.. EVERYTHING!
**GUESS WHO'S COMING TO STA.LUCIA GRAND MALL ON THE 27TH?! Posted By x at 9:04 AM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
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DSL's down. So I'm on dial-up rigth now.. Too slowww.
Mmmhm..
Random thoughts are swimming in my head.. *drools*
Mmhm.. Yeah. So, what if you die on your birthday? Then your birthday will be like, your deathday too.. Pretty ironic right?.. Then when your family's celebrating your birthday, they will be celebrating your death anniversary too.. So there will be 2 events in one day, which means your family can save heaps of cash.. Cool.
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Just in case.. My MySpace account's email address is an email addy I had ages ago.. My SN there os related to a song..( ZOMG! HOW CLICHE IZZAT?!) My password on Friendster, Myspace (tell my myspace friends i heart them to pieces.. check my inbox.. Tell the dude from TUDOHR that my name's not "Lawlz" [i would love to do it now but i am too lazy] And tell the BrentWilsonArmy that I am glad to be part of the Panic!-is-an-ass army [?]) and ThisIsWhoWeAre.org are all the same.. Same goes for my DevArt account.. My email passwords are all the same; 10 letters long. By the way, I have an LJ account.. my SN there is the same as my MySpace URL.. password is the same as my email passwords.. I have a quizilla account but what the hell, I haven't written any stories yet.. so that account can rot and be forgotten.. Go to the forums I often visit (the killing jar and UMCRS).. you know what to do.. I have MSN, Y!M, and AIM.. k? Tell the bands in my playlist that I thank them for the eargasmic tunes.. and that they are gay.. gay in a good, cute, and fun way :D [wtf]
Tell all of those who knew me that I'll be wathcing them so they better not touch themselves at night!! (HAHAHAHA, KIDDING...) If you find something in my room that is embarrassing, [sp?] please, pleaaaaase burn it.. or else I'll.. WATCH YOU TOUCH YOURSELF AT NIGHT!! (HAHAHAH) Tell the politicians that I hate them and they should stop shoving dirty money up their asses.. Specially that dickhead we call the president.. And.. I don't want to be eaten by worms! Oh, and play something angsty on the day.. don't forget to play The Crimson by Atreyu.. because I love it so much.. Know what? Just play all of the songs on my playlist..
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Am I fucked up in the head or what?! My hormones are driving me nuts.. (hehe, I said nuts.. HAHAHAHAHA)
Posted By x at 11:39 AM
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
I thought I was straight-edge. :O Fuck you ___ for staring >:E
Mmmmmmhm. Beer.
Posted By x at 4:48 AM
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